about my complicating emotion today, it is just combined into exciting,
serious, scary and another feeling what i don't know how to say for it.
this morning i got a tour oral test about one year, not a long time. i
picked a number lot in a red bag, and then started my formal examination. in the
beginning i didn't feel anxious or something, but in the official condition i
changed my sensitivity so worried gradually. without having a non-talking respondent matching a blanking thinking immediately like my past speech
experience, i became easygoing to talk the examinees. after the examine over, i
reflected my performance. frankly speaking, i got a not good expression in it,
because my attitude regarded as a tour leader to show in my tour guide test.
so, i made a big mistake for it. besides, in the end of the conversation with
examinees i uncontrollably made an impolite behavior which i sprayed a drop of fluid from my mouth out due to my serious anxiety. on my way back to gvo i regretted about the rude
movement and my answer. anyway i still maintain my thought toward the positive
side of outcome as to build a mental preparation face the worst result of my
test.