during the conversation
between Fecility and Russel, i came into the classroom. after hearing their
talk which seems like its not pleasant, so i joined them to change the bad
phenomenon. i mentioned about my lottery experience which is not easy to get the
big prize that let me a little upset. Russel respond me that i can give the
money for lottery paid instead doing something good for me, and why not use the
money to make a haircut having a good mood? ok, i know he have some opinions
for my hair. but i have my reason, ok! i want to maintain my natural appearance
myself, no matter its good or bad. also the payment and the dressing time are
some problems. although he is cruel to say that for me, i know he is good for
me, even share one guy's great conception introducing to me.
i know i am in uneven
condition, therefore, i should tell myself ''just do myself, it's my life, only
mine.'' i must trust myself i can get my grand lottery prize in my future and i
will be a mogul, tycoon or somewhat, just wait until this day happens. believe
my lottery ''son.'' believe myself.